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Thanks for the award! I have become somewhat of a "lingerer" here as opposed to a "poster".
(I did crack myself up quite a few times earlier today, I must admit ;-)
As i was lingering, I read about the :"celebation!" HAHA!
I have been there, my friend. I would give anything to be there again, honestly. It's easy to go without. Once you start "gettin some"....then it's hard to give up! ;-)
I am struggling with the opposite of your problem! ;-)
Je Ne,
i want wild strawberries. and chocolate.
time for bed. big day tomorrow. wish me luck and that i sell lots of art. come on people... open your pocketbooks and spend a little money on photography!
Yes, radley, sending you wild strawberries, top quality chocolate and lots of good customers who will buy lots of art!!!
xx
today is the opening. i woke up feeling rattled. these openings can be hard on me. last year my husband and i really enjoyed the openings. they were big parties and lasted all night long. this year they are necessary and i do not enjoy them. i want this day to be over with. W. of course will not be attending. But a little tiny part of me wishes he would show up. pitiful huh. to have additional support would have been nice. but i have to remember... that i never introduced him to my family and very few of my friends. and the one time i went to a party with him (my friend) he got so drunk we had to leave and later he threatened to jump off my deck. i had to hide his shoes... i need to remember these things so that i do not romanticize the past.
i have to remember that this is still going to be hard and that i am still going to wake up in my life. time to wake up and clean.